"In the paintings where it's there—the tenderness—I work for it. I'm not afraid of it. If I could put my bleeding heart in there, I would."
"It was much harder than using myself because when I use myself I can play, so that every single picture is completely different. I’m never really sure when I’ve experimented with other people as models. I’m frustrated at trying to capture on film something that I can’t even articulate because I don’t really know what it is I am looking for until I see it."